Hate to love you (roleplay)

... alright.

-gets up from the table and pays for the meal-

lets go.

-smiles-

*nods and follows him out the restaurant*

-holds her hand and starts to walk in the town-

so tell me about your last relationship i mean before Kayla...

What do you wanna know about it..??

... not sure...

just tell me everything

But i wouldn't know wehere to start..

*giggles*

what was her name? what did she looked like?

short and blonde hair, blue eyes, pouty lips, about same lenght as me, nice curves, nice tits..

*giggles*

Her name was Megan..

-giggles-
sounds like a nice gal

She was..

*smiles*

She was a damn hot lesbian..

why did u break up with her?

*looks down and bites lip*

*talks softly*

We never broke up..
She........

*sighs*

oh... im ... sorry...

-looks down and feels like a stupid-

It's ok..
You couldn't know..
It's been a long time since i even considered to have something with Kayla..
She was like... the love of my life..

*gets tears in eyes*

We were on our way to a fancy restaurant..
She had planned the whole night and she was nervous all day..

*swallows*

I think she wanted to ask me..

*giggles but has a sad tone*

A drunk driver took her life and didn't take me with her..
She ment the world to me..
After a few days i was allowed to go home and she was in a coma back then and this velvet box was on the nightstand..
This ring was in it..

*shows ring on necklace*

Her brother gave me the box when i had rushed to the hospital a few days after when i heard the news that she had passed away..

-stays silent-

Thinking back about it saddens me and i do get sometimes quiestions in my head like what if........
I know that shouldn't do it and that she wants me to be happy..
She'll always be with me and the person i end up with shall always be in second place in my heart..
For the rest i'm just really careful with who i start a relationship..
I never wanna rush big things and since her it's been a long time for me to even be like i am with you or even happy..

*smiles*

-holds her hand tighter-

Anyways..
What more do you wanna know..??

maybe... i should stop asking i dont wanna cause any more troube.

You're not causing any trouble..

-wipes the tears on her eyes then puts a small kiss-

ok...

*pecks his lips and smiles a little*

ok now lets talk about something more fun shall we?

-smiles and keeps walking with her-

Sure..
What do you wanna talk about..??

tell me; how do you feel about being with a guy?