Hate to love you (roleplay)

*lays down on bed,, exhausted*

*hears some soft subbing from Kayla's room*

*sighs and closes eyes*

*wakes up with a jump when hearing a loud thud*

*rubs eyes as sitting in bed*

*looks around in room*

-keeps sleeping and feels sore-

*gets up from bed and looks outside room to check where it came from*

*sees some sort of rope attached to a bedroomdoor knob*

Oh god........

*follows it and sees it going over the stairs fence*

*is too scared to look over,, but does it slowly*

*hands are shaking*

*screams when seeing Kayla dangling from it with under her feet a colapsed barstool from the kitchen*

-wakes to the scream and runs to it-
-sees the scene and hugs Alex-

*cries against his chest*

its... its ok...

-tries to calm her down-

It's not ok..
Have you seen her..??
Please do something..

-lets her go and gets near Kayla-
-takes her down and carriesto the sofa-
-gets a blanket and covers her up-
-calls her family and the police-

*starts to feel sick and runs to the bathroom*

*is sick in the toilet*

-tries to figure out what to do-

*flushes toilet when nothing comes out anymore*

*gets to feet slowly and goes to sink*

*rinses mouth*

-knocks the bathroom door-
Alex?
-walks in and looks at her-

*stares blankly into the mirror, not noticing him*

-walks to her and holds in arms again-

Alex... i need you to hold it togather...

*tries to calm down*

-holds her thighter in arms-

i promise, it will be alright...

*whipes tears*

-helps her to wash hands and face again-

*sighs*

I dont get it..
Why did she do this..??

i dont know either...
did you seen her yesterday?

She was in the shower when i went to the bathroom..
Scrubbed her skin all red..
She cried when i helped her out..
I didn't talk with her..
I only told her to get rest..

*bites lip*

I should have talked to her..

no... no its not your fault...
there must be a reason...

*sighs*

But still..