Hate to love you (roleplay)

*rubs wrists a bit after lifting something heavy*

*lets vince finish it up*

-sees some bruises on her wrists-

what happened?

I kinda bumped into this guy that was there with the park thing..
You know,, the rough guy..
He had grabbed me really fimly..

*bites lip*

I got away tho..

did... he tried to do something to you??

-gets a bit angry-

I-i don't know..
I just screamed and tried to fight him off..
To win some time i kicked him in the nuts for in case he might chase me..

-sighs-

im just happy to see you're ok...

-takes the food to the table-

dinner is ready..

*sits down in the livingroom*

you're not eating Alex?

No..
I'm not hungry..

-sighs-

welll i just ate before you came dude... so its all yours...

-smiles-

im sorry for all these trouble guys.

nah... we're buddies... and i intent to keep us like that so dont get executed by some communist godfather on me now... bon appetite you fucking idiot...

-laughs-

*looks over at Vince sneakely so now and then*

-after Dave is done gets upto the table and cleans it up quickly-

well you need a good sleep so you can sleep in my bed tonight.

where will you sleep dude?

uh...

-checks the couch-

i'll find someplace to crahs dont worry...

than excuse me cuz im stuffed with all of this crap and i could really use some resting even if not that tired....
see ya guys in the morning.

-gets up to Vince's room slowly-

*lays down and stares blankly at the ceiling*

-sits on a chair in front of her-

whats wrong with you ?

Nothing..
Just thinking..

about?

About what to do next.....
Becouse of the thing with Dave..
And also becouse of last ngith...

yeah... i see.
the things are a bit complicated so...
i dont know either Alex...

*looks at him*

-sighs and holds his head between his hands-

do... whatever makesyou happy...

*sighs*

I love you,, but i think that the sex and the fantasies got out of control..
I mean..... we just started to really get to know eachother and then the rest took over..

maybe... maybe not...

im.. im not gonna force you to be with me Alex. i am this i guess... there is a part of me wants this. no matter what...

i try to stop it i try to be calm it down but it surfaces sometimes.

*bites lip*

I guess that i could try to live with it..

*looks down*

If you try to calm it down..

i try Alex... but i cant give any promises...

-shakes head-

and you know, i kinda like it sometimes.
yeah it feels free and alive...

-sighs and looks down-

can you live with that? can you do that? cuz everytime we fight cuz ofthis i feel terrible... like a ... sick bastard... i dont want to feel that way... i dont want you to tell me i am a freak...

*stays silence for a while,, thinking*

*bites lip*

You know..
Your fantasies.......
The group sex and all that..
It's all........... porn like..

*swallows*

Maybe i should try and get a job in that industry..
Get paid for doing such things..
Try and get Dave out of his shit..
I'd be helping your friend out and also get used to your fantasies..

*stays silent for a moment to see his reaction*