Hate to love you (roleplay)

cannot say it is bad.
but that wasnt her point

-smiles and takes a big sip-

every guys dream is not having porn stars around... its fucking them at the same time...

you are women in my eyes... not porn stars...

-chuckles-

Alright..

But i bet you still would fuck us at the same time if you had the chance..
Sure you see us as women,, but wouldn't every guy wanna be surrounded by beautiful women..??

possibly...
but the thing is would you want that? having me around like that?

I dunno..

..........

Maybe..

-raises a brow-

mm? really?
cmon... you can talk to me...

I know that i probarbly shouldn't sayt his but.........
Ever since i let you do your own thing theres this tension between you 2 that i always wanted to have with you vince..
I never seemed to get that..

The point is.....
If i'm right,, then you're basically emotionally cheating on me and i hate that more than cheating sexually..
I know that it might sound selfish to you hearing it from me,, but if you want something from her than please talk to me too..
I don't wanna lose you and cheating behind my back would be just too painfull..
Not becouse what might happen in the bedroom,, but in here..

*places a hand on his chest*

-sighs-
its not just that... Leanne and i ... we have something but i dont know how to name it... its not just sexual but sometimes sensual too...

its like she fills the points you dont for me...
and i have seen you talking to eachother and how she protected you...
like she filled the holes for you too...

She gave me what i missed from you..
I can't get all cuddly and sensual and all that when i don't get any normal affection..
I can do pretty much the same as she can,, couse i had done the same to my exes..

*looks up to Vince by raising head*

She is right you know about being able to do the same..
I have seen her doing it with her exes and she tought me some tricks too,, couse i wasn't used to being like that years ago..

I don't want you guys to have a fight over me........ i dunno what you guys are heading at with this conversation..??

*finishes drink*

-thinks for a second-

i dont know you guys but ... its like we three are just fitting in eachothers missing parts ant complete eachother...
im not sure how to saythis but ... i am much more happier to be here compared to our place. its like we arenever alone and always have someone to share something...

its comfortable and cozy... just like this...

-pulls them closer-

I like this place becouse it's calming.....
I know Leanne for a long time,, so theres years of friendship there too..

You're not being fair now vince..
To me it sounds like i can't give you what you want which is just confirming what i said so many times that i always feel like i'm not good enough..
Apparently i'm not and you want what Leanne is giving you and your trying to get away with such things by saying that yous ee soemthing happeneing between me and Leanne too..

-sighs-

now i always told you that you are more than enough and i love you no matter what...
look i... i have flaws... that you dont like...
there are things i do that you dont enjoy, you dont want me to...
like being more a friend for you...
or getting more gently...

i dont know Alex... manything i cannot do... Leanne does it for you..
makes you happier than you used to...
and i like seeing you like that...

You never even tried... while i tried things for you to try and make you happy..
I know that you're right in some way,, but still it wouldn't feel right for me to suggest.... this what you want... based on things we can't give eachother..
I might some day grow onto the idea,, who knows,, but..........
I don't know....

-turns to Alex and puts a small kiss on her lips-
no matter what you decide i am yours...

If you're able to make love to me sometimes, then i might go for the whole thing..

-nods and turns to Leanne with questioning eyes-

*nods*

I'm in as long i won't be in the middle of a fight..

-shakes head- not a fight... but do you agree with our feelings...

-puts his glass on table and raises Leanne a bit for a small kiss on her lips-
-then turns to ALex and kisses her too but slightly deeper-

so this is us now...

*nods*

-lays Alex down on couch and starts to kiss her passionly-
-gets on top of her-

*returns his kiss*

*caresses his chest*

*sits on the table and watches them*

-starts to take her top off as whispering-

i missed you...

-after taking her top off keeps kissing her-

I've been here the whole time baby..

*unbottons his shirt*

-starts to take her pants down with panties-
-leaves her completely naked-
-straightens and looks down at her adoring-
-also checks the Leanne's reaction-