Hate to love you (roleplay)

*shut up and kiss me*

*holds his face*

*bites lip as watching them*

-starts to kiss her harder-
-wrapping her legs around him-

*gets up quietly and goes into the water*

*is too caught up int he kiss to notice her going*

-sees Alex is getting upset, whispers-

lets finish this in water

-gets up, holding her p with her legs around his waist-
-gets in the water and goes next to Alex quickly as leaving leanne into water also to get clean-

mmm you are not running Alex...

-chuckles and hugs from behind-

*sighs*

*holds back any tears by thinking of other things*

*isn't really there with mind*

*washes self off int he water*

ALex?
-caresses her sides in the water-

whats wrong?

*snaps out of it*

*talks softly*

I don't want this anymore..

you dont want what anymore?

*turns towards him*

I don't wanna share anymore..

-wraps arms around and whispers-

but... i though you were going to give it a shot?

I just can't do this Vince..
She's a friend and it hurt even more with the way you look at her..
I'm not gonna battle her for you..

...you know why are we doing this...
you seen how she enjoyed the thing we did a minute ago
and it made you disgust...

I wasn't disgusted..
It just doesn't do anything with me..
I know why you wanted this,, but it hurts to see how you are with her..

how am i with her?
what do you mean?

There's just something between you 2...
Feelings that i never wanted to see..

...you are assuming things...

Things that aren't there..??
Then look me into my eyes and tell me why you want this so badly..
Why am i not good enough for you..??
Why do you want more..??
Why her..??

why her?
cuz... we live in her house... and she wants things you dont want to ALex...

Stop stating the obvious and tell me what's on you're mind..
where did you wanna go to with all this..??

i wanted to balance things...
you know my addiction problem...
she is my medication...

*bites lip*

And that's all..??

... yeah?

-sighs-

love ofcourse i tell her i love her too...
and i do love her...
but not like this.
i love her as a friend, as a medication as someone close...
not a lover... not like you...

*looks down*

But sometimes it feels like i'm losing you to her..

-gazes into her eyes-

you are not...

Prove it..

*swallows and looks back into hsi eyes*