Hate to love you (roleplay)

-forces himself to sleep but fails-

*goes home eventually*

-lays down on his bed naked looking at the ceiling with empty eyes-
-tries not to think about the incident he had-

*eventually arrives back home*

*sighs some more*

*checks self in mirror*

*goes to the bathroom and freshens self up*

*goes tot he bedroom and lays down on bed*

-keeps mumbling to himself-
-then gets a boxer and walks out to the kitchen for something to eat-

*puts hoody over head*

*decides to go to the livingroom*

-preps himself something to eat quickly-
-grabs milk from the ref and goes to the living room-
-opens some relaxing lounge music-

*is sitting on a chair,, legs curled up*

*is all cozy in her hoody and stares blankly at a few pages of her book*

-spots her but stays silent-
-starts to eat slowly-

*lowers head when feeling self choke up again*

*is completely sucken in mind*

-finishes his meal and takes the dishes to the dishwasher-
-feels really low and disturbed-

*starts crying silently*

-doesnt hear her first cuz of the music-
-returns to the living room then sees her crying-
-wants to do something but stays still for a second-

*tears leave stains on her clothes*

*shuts the book and lets it drop to the floor*

*hugs knees*

-walks to her slowly-
-gets behind the chair and hugs her-
-says silent-

*tries to stop crying when feeling his arms,, but isn't working*

-gets ,nfront and takes her in his arms like a child-
-carries her to her bed-

*whispers*

I miss Bianca so much..
I'm sorry if i take it out on you with the moodswings..

sshh....

-starts to take out her tear stained clothes-

*lets him do what he wants*

-wipes the tears with it and smiles to her-
-after leaving her all clothless gets in bed and hugs her, pulling in her chest-

im sorry, im no bianca... but i hope you can enjoy a hug...

*nods slowly and leans into him*

*wraps arms around her to make her relax-